Assalamualaikum. My name is Cyceo (pronounced Si-sio) from Sabah, Malaysia. Currently 19 going on 20.
Tumblr is just a platform for me to express myself, my feelings, and my thoughts that I couldn't possibly express in the real world out there, because people may not want to hear it, or they may not be able to handle it. I don't expect people to love this humble blog of mine, because I love it regardless of whether people read it or not.
Alhamdulillah for all the blessings you showered upon me and all ummah ya Allah.
(Source: johnxdope, via deenamardiah)
I hate it, so much. The feeling that I was talking about is “jealousy”. I just hate it, it comes uninvited and it stays there, affecting my judgment and forcing my brain to make up stories or make up stupid hypothesis. Jealousy make you see things that aren’t there.
I pray to Allah SWT to just help me get rid of that feeling, it brings so much negatives, and I know it’s probably “normal” but it shouldn’t be normal! Jealousy is just an awful thing that you shouldn’t just get use to! It’s horrible to be jealous of someone or a few people, it can even wreck friendship!
I wish to just… not feel it, at all.
p/s: Damn, I hate this.
